Invader
Invader
His brown eyes sparkle; his stares dazzle me
His voice lingers like echoes in my head,
His scent is all over; numbing my senses
His warmth is a light to my never ending darkness
When all has left and everything’s obscured
He walked into my life, just a mere passerby
I had my hopes, my dreams, and my passion
But he shattered it all, crumbling into pieces
He broke the wall that stood so high
Destroyed the fences I built upon him
He plagued my thoughts without sanction
He invaded my heart, a battle well fought
A knight he might be
But a prince he suited to be
In a fairytale where nothing comes true
In my fairytale that could never be right
He is who he is..
My knight..
My prince..
1st semester survival
Waah.. Pede kay na amaze ko sa akong sarili kay naka survive nako ug 1 sem diri sa UPmin.. overwhelmed ko! (tears of joy) *clap! clap!*
Hahaha! BItaw…
I never expected that I would survive in this school.. With all the terror rumors and comments I’ve heard about UP before.. MmMm.. I can’t say na madali dito.. (cause it’s super dooper NOT!) Well, I guess I just expected too little about myself that I could not handle things around here…
I met new friends.. My Blockmates.. who was with me making new experiences in another chapter of my life.. *kadrama*
Saludo ako sa mga arki!! Hahaha! Sabi nga ng iba, may sariling mundo daw kami… Pero kahit ganun comment nila.. I think kami rin ang pinaka may close na bonding sa isa’t-isa compared to other courses… Weve been through halos everything together..
Pagstudy ng magdamag sa MST 5.. *na sabay2 ring bumagsak* Pag cramming sa mga assignments, projects, plates.. etc.. Pag practice sa torch night *na halos gi boo kami.. at pawang bahala na!*, sa freshmen night *na nanalo kami!! 1st place! 1st tym din in history..* cheerdance *na natalo din*, kumain sa lawiswis, nag billiards after MATH11, nagcutting classes sa PE etc… Halos araw2 na pagtambay sa A41 (rum nila muying)…Madami ding naganap na awayan between blockmates pero I’m glad na ayus na yun at strong pari ang bonding namin lahat!
Marami nabago sakin dito…
Ang lalo kong pagkahilig sa rock music at anime..
Medyo madami na din akong holy words na kayang sabihin! *bad effect*
At pagkatuto ko ng billiards..
Hai nako.. Ang dami na palang nangyari within almost 5 mos…
Sana lang makapasa ako sa lahat ng subjects ko ngaun…
^_^
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Graduate…
nOW iM a high school graduate…
iVE surpassed the things I have to during my high school years…
listening to the teachers, passing assignments, studying for quizzes every now and then, making projects up to the last minute (cramming as they say.!), joing different extra curricular activities, bonding with classmates (jingle practices), staying late at school just for fun…
THe LeSSons IvE leARned dUrInG hIGh sChOOl…
never do your projects late… Or else you’ll cram…
You can never please everybody.. So never put the effort of pleasing the people who doesn’t like you..
Grab every oppurtunity that comes your way.. You’ll never know… it may never come back again..
Even if you don’t like the teacher.. Try to like the subject…
DONT SLEEP in class!!.. (That’s what I AlwaYS do…)
I’d surely miss that all….
Especially….
The time with the ones who had been a part of my high school life…
My friends… Schoolmates… Classmates… Textmates (TeEhee!)…
The teachers of course…
and everyone who had played a part in my life during high school…
THANKS TO YOU ALL!!!
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Hopeless
Hopeless
I smiled, you frowned. You laughed, I cried.
We were the opposite poles of the magnet. I was the sunrise, you were the sunset.
But amidst our differences, I saw you. Your eyes, fixed on a goal beyond my existence. Perhaps, I eluded from it since the day I first met you. I did not try to believe. i never did dare try.
I was hopeful but I was blind.
I drift away. Each day, I evaded from my feelings hoping that someday, they’ll just float away. But the more I suppressed them the harder they taunted me. Screaming, shouting, piercing my ears. But I stood still. Quiet, reselient till I was numb.
I felt nothing. I did not try to feel anything. I was hopeful but i was jaded.
I did not hate you. You were in my dreams, my thoughts. I could not hate what was within me. You were in my heart. But in reality, you were trap in someone else’s. So, I stop caring.
I was hopeful but I was jealous.
I never wished for your catatonic behaivior, hypnotized stares, stuttering words. All I wanted was for you to see me the way I am. But you were always caught up. Unwilling, unyielding.
I am still hopeful.
Hope is my only weapon, my shield from the pain you’re instilling. But, you see, my hope is weak. And now its shattering piece by piece.
It was never your fault. It was my blindness, my numbness, my silence that killed my hope. I thiught silence was the language of the heart. You never understood it.
I am hopeless.
And now, all I can see is you not seeing me.
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